No body loves me, I'm alone and a burden on this planet, I should just die!!

Why do some teenagers commit suicide?


Nobody knows for sure, since the teens who commit suicide take the answers with them. But, mostly teens commit suicide due to either mental disorders (e.g. Depression, which is often undiagnosed) Some people who end their lives or attempt suicide try to escape feelings of rejection or feel like they cannot deal with a particular situation, feelings of loss and being hurt. Others might commit suicide because of anger, shame, or guilt about something. Some people commit suicide because they are worried about disappointing friends or family members. And some feel unwanted, unloved, victimized, or like they're a burden to others.

According to the reference from a site (http://menshealth.about.com/od/teenhealth/a/teen_suicide.htm) it's been observed that suicide is the third leading cause of death in young people aged 15-25. Furthermore, it also states that more women attempt to suicide men are more likely to succeed. In fact for every 4 male suicides there is 1 female suicide.

The warning signs of a teenage suicidal case!

Teenagers that have mark changes in moods and personality, giving away personal possessions or cleaning closets or his/her own room. They may be finding ways of showing worthlessness, depression, self guilt and feeling of isolation. They may even have sleep patterns, eating habits, lack of concentration and anhedonia.

But I thought a prince was comming.....

As a child we all were told fairytale stories. All the stories had happy endings stating " the prince took the princess on his royal horse and they all lived happily-ever-after". All these stories altered my perception of reality, little did I know that fairytales are locked in the books only. There is no horse, I am no princess and there will be no prince.

Everyday when I leave bed, I wish that this day be better than the last. But to my misery, wishes don't come true either. My day starts off with constant yelling and taking orders from the bratty sisters and their mother. "Bring my pag pack,  take out my socks and find a blue hair-band" , screams the older sister, "pack my laptop and set a breakfast tray and put it on the backseat of the car", oders the other, "pick up the baby, are u deaf? he is crying, go change his diaper and give him a bath before putting new cloths on", yells their mother, "where is the important office file I had in my hand?", inquires my employer. I in this; is not aloowed to open her mouth and keep my hands and feet busy, doing the chores which they should do themselves, but no , they won't. Why? because they are rich and they have the luxury to quiet literary buy a human being to do their buisnesses while they provide her with a place to live, food to eat and cloths to wear.

I havn't gone to school, but i always wanted to acquire education. Sit behind a desk and learn new things. My mother was a poor  lady, she was a poor tailor suffering from T.B. She always told me, that one day all the misery and sorrow will just disapear and I'll marry my fairy prince. Before I could ask any questions, she was dead and I had nowhere to go and no way of surviving until this family employed me. I was really happy to be living in a big house I could only dream of, and eat good food, but not after spending 15 years of my life here, I wish I had ran away the day I came here. Seaked refuge in an orphanage and perhaps get adopted by a rich family and even if not, I could've acquired education still and had reached a point where I could support myself and live a normal life rather than being a slave.

Life through the eyes of Mimzy

I opened my eyes in this world to found myself wraped in a furry guardian angel's arms. She was soo warm and comfortable, i could forget all my fears around her. Next thing i know is that i had a buddy to play with, he wasn't the same color as me, i was black and he was fair. Later i realized by buddy was my brother. I lived on a small porch in a house along with creatures who weren't as soft and cuddly as my guardian angel or my buddy, they were a little bigger and had paws, they didn't meow like us, but ther barked. Inside the house lived them, the humans.

I wasnt really loved by anyone of them except one, a fair young man, who'd sometimes pick me up and try to feed me milk, and there was this man, one old man who didn't really smell too good, he hated me and my family. He hated us soo much that he killed my buddy, ran his car over him. I was soo depressed after that, and so was the yound man, i wanted to get out of that place. I prayed every night to God, to take me somewhere far far away; and one day, not very long from then, God finally answered my prayers.

There stood a silver iron carriage, inside it sat a beautiful young lady. She gave me a warm smile as soon as she saw me, she picked me up; I was scared; bur I didnt try to run because there was something really soothing about her presence.

She brought me to her house, and took me to her room. She made me a bed, and fed me milk, kept a litter box outside. I didn't want her out of my sight, I couldn't let her leave me. Soon I realized she wasn't leaving me and I trust her more than anything. She is my beautiful angel who has helped me grow through time. I havn't left her side since that day. She still loves me the same, as much as she loves me then. We sleep together, she plays with me, feeds me good food and pats me when I'm being a good boy.

Blasts at Abdullah shah Ghazi's shrine

Two blasts take place simultaneously on thursday, 7th october 2010 around Magrib. The blasts were pretty loud and could be heard even from a distance. Windows and glasses of the nearby buildings shattered to pieces followed by road accidents. The clifton area was under a massive chaotic state within minutes. People could be seen hurrying out of Park Towers ( a mall situated very close to the shrine , a place where many families, indiusuals go for shopping and hanging out), holding hands and praying to reach home safely. At the same time students from SZABIST were seen hurrying trying to get home and tagging along with friends to reach home safely. Students could be seen hanging on to their cellphones and answering worried calls from home.



The shrine of Abdullah Shah Ghazi is a place where hundreds of people go to. From morning till evening, the place portrays an ongoing festival. Every time Karachi comes under a threat of a sea Storm, it always passes away and locals say it is only because of Ghazi Baba that the Storm always changes it's course. There has been no blood shed on the pious ground until now where people died, several got  injured and many were left terrified

Wild Dreams

She picked up her car keys from the messy study table where lay scattered books, a photoframe which was turned over, a few pens and paperclips. She turned around to give her appartment a final glance, takes a deep breath and closes the door behind her. She reaches the parking lot and threw her duffle bag on the backseat of her car while sitting on the driver's seat.
She had no idea of to where she was going but she still ignited the engine and started driving towards the highway. She wanted to drive all the way to Mexico and spend a few days in a cheap motel there away from her life. She stopped at the last gas station of the town to buy gas, use the facilities and buy some beer. As soon as she got done with it she started driving futher. She started thinking about how happily she had picked the orange flowers and went to see her mother and how she had thrown the innocent flowers on the floor calling her a burden. Tears started rolling down her cheeks and she clutched the wheel tighter.
All of a sudden she realizes that she has missed the last cut on the highway. She checked the map to see if there was anything up ahead but the map showed that there was a dirt road up ahead which to ends and shows abandoned land. She couldnt turn around now, so she decided to go straight ahead. She was soo hurt and tired that she didn't even care where she was going anymore. After driving for atleast two hours she felt tired and her car was low on fuel. She saw heavy mist on the road and decided she couldn't drive any further like this. She parked her car on the road side and decided to close her eyes for a few minuites.
As soon as she closed her eyes she felt  a little hard to breath and the smell of musk was everywhere. She tried to open her eyes and scream but she couldn't move. The pressure on her chest was increaing and she couldn't tell what happened next. When she wakes up she finds herself on the side of the same dirt road she was on lastnight. She looks around and sees a village. She gets out of her car and walks towards it while staring at the map trying to figure out where she was.
She stops to look up all of a sudden because she feels as if she is in front of something tall, She looks up and screams. What she had seen was nothing from this human world. It was a bull faced human bodied creature, She turned around and starts runnign towards her car only to find that her car is no longer there and she is now surrounded my similar creatured commig in from all directions.
She sees a well on her right, she starts running towards it. When she reaches the well she thinks of just one thing,
"the creatures are going to kill me anyways, i should just jump in this well and commit a suicide before I die a horrible death"
She jumped...but as soon as she does she is surrounded by darkness. When she opens her eyes next, she finds herself in a while room, wearing a white dress in white sheets. She assumes she is dead and in heaven, but then the reality kicks in. She was lying on a hospital bead a a canula inserted in her left hand's vain.
A doctor tower overs her and askes her how is she feeling. She tried to ask him questions but she couldnt find her voice. The only words she manages to choke our are "Where? , how?"
The doctor tells her that she was found in her bath-tub with a slittered wrist by her boyfriend. She had tried to attempt a suicide after she had returned from her mother's.
Her brain felt heavy blood pump through it. She was lost and confused, but she keeps he mouth close because she knows no one would believe her and that people will think she has gone crazy.

Demonic Lilith



A painting of Lady Lilith



Lilith is said to be a female demon; and according to the jewish folklore became the first wife of Adam. She was from the same time as Adam and on the same earth. Lilith left Adam after she refused to become subservient to him and then would not return to the "Garden of Eden" after developing a relation with "arcangel Samael".

Lilith is still used as a source material in modern times in the context of horror and fantasy.

There isn't much about Lilith in Bible, except it is in the Book of Isaiah 34:13-15, describing the desolation of Edom, where the Hebrew word liyliyth appears in a list of eight unclean animals, some of which may have demonic associations.

Movie review: Tooth fairy

20th Century Fox studios prodution "Tooth Fairy" : comedy, Fantasy , kids and family  

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    Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson
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A movie, which caters all from kids to adults and is a wonderful family movie with hillarious punch lines and a great moral was released on 22nd January 2010 world wide. This movie starts off as Rock playing ice hockey but being rusty since it's his time to retire. Rock is known as the tooth fairy sinceh he is known for breaking his opponents teeth whenever he is on the feild.


The movie takes a dramatic turn when Derek shatters the belief of a young boy, he is sentenced to obey and play his role as a tooth fairy for a week by the tooth fairy centeral of the fairy land.
The movie is flooded with comedy, so funny that you'll be holding on to your tummy by the time this movie ends.


Messages:

The movie's overwhelming messages are that dreams are important and that kids must be allowed to have fantasies and believe in magic and possibility. 

says : common sense media